Mon, June 4th 2001
Follow Me
Follow me,
everything will be alright,
I'll be the one to help you thru the night,
I will begin your flight,
To see the bright light in your life again,
And then,
You live this life in a new light,
Where you'll be able to dine with me,
On that final night,
See each day in a new way,
Push ahead,
And after everything is said,
You will be at total peace in this life,
Listen to what I have to say,
Each day,
You know who I am,
Just believe in me,
My power is here to stay,
With all of you,
In the right,
Caring way,
Just follow me!
Wed, June 6th 2001
I'm Still Standing
I'm still standing,
Feeling just like a little kid,
Can't remember all that I did,
But as I watch the world float thru the dark side of the moon,
I know that I will soon,
Know all the secrets that I've kept,
I'm still standing,
Pressing on with this life,
I know if I'm alive and well,
You'll still be there to hold my hand,
I'd do anything for love,
I'll never forget the way I feel for you,
Because we stand together in this life,
As one!
Some days don't come easy,
Some days don't last,
But as long as we take our stand,
Our dreams will come true,
Just remember too make your stand,
And press on!
Sun, Jun 10th 2001
Some Memories Came Back Today!
My wife, Bernie, wanted to go shopping today out in the Medina
area, far from where we live. I said fine, as long as she did
the driving, because this is way far from my area that I know
how to drive thru, but once we got to this location to do all of
the shopping she wanted to do, it brought back alot of memories
to me, because location was one of the places that I had to
travel to when I was a natural gas technician at my place of
employment.
We did these outside gas sample routes once a
month, went all over the Cleveland area and all of the
surrounding locations to take gas samples from these machines
that where located at these stations. And where we went
shopping was one of the locations that we use to take the gas
samples from.
It brought back alot of memories of how I use to
get to these locations all over town on my own. I use to be the
one who would train all the new people in how to do this type of
work and how to get to all of these locations.
And when this illness first came upon me, I started to forget how to get to
all these gas sample stations, it was very hard to deal with at
first, to lose that ability was a very humbling experience. And
then down the road I lost all my technicial skills at work also,
but as my wife and I did our shopping at this location it
brought back memories to me of how I use to do my job at work,
some memories are still there, its just hard to retrieve them
with out some help.
But it was nice remembering how I use to do
my job at work, took great pride in doing my job very well, but
that is all behind Peter now, I still try to do the best I can
each day, no matter what cross road I might face. So somethings
in our life has to be put on the back burner, so that we are
still able to enjoy life and press on with this life of ours no
matter what might happen to us all.
It was nice remembering how
I use to do my job at work, but even like my wife said, I did
that very well, and now I'm still doing a lot of things in the
right manner also. You just have to go slow, and enjoy life right
now. Some memories might come back to us all. But remember that
the next day in our lives will come very soon, like the very
next day, so enjoy what we still have in this life, but still
remember what we did have, but do not let those memories burden
you, press on, and make new memories for the rest of your
life!
Wed, June 13th 2001
The Window of Life
All the things I use to say,
All the words that got in the way,
Have gone out the window!
But I've come to know that your the one who will take me thru
this life slow,
So that I will come to know,
It your love that will still make Peter grow,
The light of life will still come thru the window,
As we both open this window in our lives,
To see life in the right way,
We are together forever,
Peter will always be at ease,
With Bernie and me floating on this summers breeze,
Seeing life thru this open window!
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